I have slowly started to sort through the memories locked away in that dark hidden part of my mind. .. the part I don't ever let people see
I try to hide the damage it's done in fear of what they might think how they may react
Will they they see the same broken mess..the disaster I've become ??
OR the beautiful disaster I try to hold together??
I don't know if I'll ever fully heal ..... if I will every truly love me. ...
But I do know I can look at the two beautiful babies I brought into this world and know they won't be broken like me. ...
